Anywhere but here

2015/06/06 at 1:02 am

The first part of my entire dream sequence is nearly completely gone from my memory, except that it had something to do with Star Wars’ imperial naval pilots, TIE fighters, me being one of them, the scattering of the old empire and the warlords consolidating their holdings. It did not feel like a silly dream. It felt real and had a serious tone. The clearest thing I remember from that part of the dream is a large red nebula in the centre of the view and something was in the middle of that. The last part or near the last […]

Looking for my shoulder pads

2015/01/17 at 7:13 pm

Since about three weeks ago, I went back to playing WoW with Amber and recently have been looking into Transmog sets for my Shaman and Paladin. I spent hours looking for something that fits with my Shaman and remembered something I had a long time ago that I liked. Alas, I couldn’t loot it since the shoulder pad lookalike dropped from dungeon bosses on a low %. I retired to bed and had a long chain of dreams where I looked for those specific shoulder pads. I went to a store, a shopping centre, a cafe, a chest, a toy […]

The walled capital

2014/07/30 at 4:15 am

Vivid dreams scare me. They translate as nightmarish to me. A cross between my brother Edmond and my cousin Brandon appeared in my dream as the person who was almost always with me. We were both at a camp site in a desert-like area. Beside us was a mountain with a flatten cliff side and what seemed like houses carved into random locations on it. They were styled after Roman or Greek architecture. Far below them were modern townhouses. Brandon and I sat across from the townhouses and we looked at the mountain and the townhouses while we talked. The […]

I broke her dark heart

2012/03/25 at 3:59 pm

This entry was due to my procrastination of a dream I had earlier today. It was probably the saddest dream I have ever had and as some of you know, most of my dreams are unfortunately extremely vivid and very detailed. When I remember them the way I do, it is because they have had a huge impact on my psyche. This dream was one long dream. However, to save the story for myself, I will tell you the message and in my blog entry here, I may attune much of my thoughts in a spiritual manner. Tune: “Active Radio […]

Into the wild

2011/04/13 at 3:49 am

Lately, I’ve been having dreams of past flings and the ‘metaphors’ along with them. The other night, I dreamed that there were two girls in my life. One of which was apparently my girlfriend and the other was a friend with benefits. Also, one of my closer female friends apparently also knew about my friend with benefits and she explained to one of our mutual guy friends what I was up to and stuff. It was a ‘strange’ dream. This brought me to remind myself of my past intimate relationships and realized that what I felt back then was obviously […]

I reached her

2010/09/27 at 3:11 am

A couple of nights ago, I had a dream where I was finally able to reach Virginia via phone calls. It had been a reoccurring nightmare for a few years after we stopped seeing each other in 2000 that every time I tried calling her, I would dial the wrong number or she would pick up and there was static noise or it was very short. This time, I called her multiple times and every time, it reached her and we talked for a long time in each of the calls. I could not for the life of me understand […]

Appreciating a brief rendezvous

2010/05/15 at 3:30 pm

I had a number of dreams this morning. I started out at a futuristic-ish city. I don’t remember much from this segment, but I attracted three much older women in their 40’s and 50’s, all married or has grown children. We were always either in a large closed store that sold wedding dresses or at a large Chinese restaurant with other people. The women would come around and start kissing me and I would feel a bit awkward but liked it at the same time. In another dream of the same morning, I was inside a large hotel or a […]

The Fields of Mount Fuji

2010/05/10 at 7:24 pm

Unlike most other nights and mornings, I actually went to work with about 3.5 hours of sleep. My brain isn’t functioning that well and I’m not joking this time. I actually feel quite bad right now. Regardless, I had dreams and this dream or these dreams were a bit disturbing for me. I dreamed mainly about Erica and a little about Iris. Patrick was in there too, along with my mom, my dad, Brandon, my brother, my aunt and even Jason Ding and Jason Lau, but primarily it was about Erica. You see, Erica and I moderate a web site […]

Samsonite Sex

2009/11/12 at 2:38 pm

In the less than an hour of continued sleep after I dropped my dad off to work, I dreamed that I was going from my home to a place that resembled Simon Fraser University to drop off an empty Samsonite laptop case I own. It was night time and I walked past some kids who were doing something with their bikes and skateboards. I went to some alcove and walked past a bunch of massive dung beetle like bugs, to a door and a bench beside it. The alcove was surrounded by a low small-stone studded wall with more ground […]


2009/10/08 at 2:40 pm

This creature is known as a “Pong” because I’ve been trying to sleep most of the morning with little success and cannot think up a better name than “Dangok”. 8P Which also means, I skipped work today because around 6:30 this morning, I suddenly woke up to a very painful stomach ache and spent a good two hours trying to clear that up on top of the two hours I tried to go back to sleep, shivering from the cold, which mind boggled me. I could not figure out why I was so cold. So I had a dream this […]

The Visionary That Saved The World

2008/05/17 at 6:46 am

5:27am Tune: “Slept So Long” by Jay Gordon [Audio clip: view full post to listen] I’m quite exhausted right now and should have been in bed around 2am but I needed to finish this thing and I’m still doing it. A few mornings ago, I woke up from another nightmarish dream. Another vivid dream where I could feel touch and have slight control over the mechanics of the dream world. Only difference between this dream and all the previous one is that I was the ‘god’ of that world – at least, the denizens of my dream made me into […]

Taking Things For Granted

2008/02/19 at 6:08 am

4:12am My sleep schedule, as always, is screwed up. I went to bed around 7:30pm and got up finally at 3am. In between, I woke up once. So there were two dreams I had that I remembered both of which were very unsettling. The first dream had to do with losing my brother. Both my parents were still alive but throughout the entire dream, I felt utter loneliness, as if the one thing I adore the most has left without even a goodbye. Though I still had my parents, my connection with my brother was different.

Something Wicked This Way Comes

2008/01/29 at 4:20 pm

2:39pm The dream started with an ‘alternate’ scene from one of the Ghost Busters movies with all four of the original cast standing in the middle of what looked like a deserted construction yard. They were all together holding a ghost containment unit that looked heavy and unstable. I wasn’t quite there in person, but I was in the perspective of a ‘floating camera’. Venkmen said something that horrified me. He wanted to re-contain the ghosts inside the contain unit into what looked like a flimsy greenhouse attached to the containment unit. I thought, “Why would you do that to […]

A Voice Like Yours

2007/12/07 at 1:15 am

11:49pm Tune: “Sarabande Suite (Aeternae)” by Globus Drink: Paarl Ruby Port I had a vision, where I was completely clad in plate armour and I had a claymore drawn towards the sky. Then in one swift move, I stabbed myself through the chest, as the army moved beyond me for their own war. Then I drifted off and was reborn a peasant. As I picked cabbages, I looked at my dirty hands and had a massive feeling of sadness that I miss something lost to me. Over the days, nights, weeks, months and years, for every sun-down, upon the fire, […]


2007/12/01 at 9:46 am

8:25am I had a dream this morning where I was going to school somewhere. The teacher was supposed to be Mr. Whittingham, except that a substitute was teaching in his place, and even though the course was Social Studies, it seemed that I was a ‘special’ student there that had the authority to set my own schedule. That part of the dream was mainly set in a specific area that looked like the backyard of an older house. The class was on the bottom floor and was accessed via the back entrance. I remember I was somewhere thinking a bit […]

Neglected Or Reflected?

2007/11/18 at 3:41 pm

2:28pm Ack! I have to leave for my meeting in 11 minutes! So quickly… I had a ‘weird’ dream just before I woke up. I hate it when the feeling of the ‘good’ part always get disrupted with alarms. So inconvenient! It was at some university or college. I was wandering around and ended up at a stadium, in the bleachers. With my notebook, I wrote a bunch of my thoughts in there. Then later on, I met up with my girlfriend who was a cute-ish half caucasian, half Chinese-descendent with shoulder-length hair. She wore glasses and took her studies […]

A View I Haven’t Seen

2007/11/07 at 7:36 am

6:24am “Damn it Jim! I’m a miracle worker! Not a doctor!” Were the words of Jon during one of our nightly role playing games back in the days. [laughs] Tune: “Pulse” by Yoko Kanno Drink: Fonseca Bin 27 Port I’ll have to go and get some more this Friday. I’ll probably get two or three bottles this time around. I might try something new. I was just thinking, have any of you desired to go out on a bang? No, not sexually fool! Meaning, well you know what I mean.

A Strange Dream, Yet Again…

2007/10/31 at 11:17 am

10:57am Yeah, noticed that time? I barely got any sleep. My eyes are achingly dry. Went downstairs about 30 minutes ago for a full cup of milk. The Port earlier dried me out. I had a dream where I think it started on some river – the Fraser River on a calm day? Early summer evening or late morning? I was looking at a pier and thought that it would be a lot safer and smarter to build it this way – “this” being what I was thinking about while I was dreaming. Then we came closer to another pier […]

The More It Happens…

2007/10/31 at 2:40 am

1:37am To break out of my religious rants lately and back into Leemanism, I was just thinking throughout the day that there are things that has been stopping the ‘progression’ of certain situations from happening in the last year since I came back from Hong Kong, but before I continue, a tune for you… Tune: “Kishida Shun” From Kakyuusei 2 Drink: Fonseca Bin 27 Port [Audio clip: view full post to listen] A couple of nights ago, I received a call at 2 in the morning. The offer was very tempting, and unfortunately, I agreed to it. Fortunately however, considering […]

The Man In The Desert

2007/10/30 at 4:42 am

3:41am Tune: “The Man In The Desert” by Yoko Kanno Mood: Feels like I am waiting for something or someone Drink: Fonseca Bin 27 Port [Audio clip: view full post to listen] Ever had a dream that naturally flows into the transition of waking up, in which the end result is you lying in bed, facing up, looking at the ceiling, but not really looking at anything, with your eyes open, but as if you’ve just finished a very long and engrossing book and you’re thinking about it. Kind of like coming out of the ‘shock’ of an awesome story? […]